Saturday, October 29, 2011

2 Weeks of Life

Heyoooo

It's been so long! and i felt like i've neglected my blog! anyway, i'm baaaack! and i would like to tell you what happened to ME in the past 2 weeks

So i told you that i got into the Student Councellor, right? So, in my school, every year, there are regeneration. This is to prepare the new members(or old members that is in the club) for the next year. And the are a LOT of assignments. But all of the tasks have their own essence in it. So i think its a task, but that task is for our time. So we don't come as a new member blankly.

Anyway, i've learned a lot. I've found a new family inside this 67 people. A tight companionship. We're all through this together, right guys? And in this point i've come to realize. This Student Councellor means more that that. It's more than a family. It's where you belong. When you out from your school, you always find your place to come back. And i was soo overwhelmed by the graduated seniors that had come in BLDK. I'm sorry that we can't remember all of your names and position in it. And couldnt even convince you guys in challenge, but thank you again for having such faith in us.

As for the seniors, i understand that you don't want to let this go. You guys have been so kind to teach us things that we don't get in general. But we, "CAKRAWALA" will fight for you, all of you guys and we know we can do it. WE. LOVE. YOU. GUYS. thank you for this past two weeks.

You know what, i know this souns weird, but i miss how we gathered at 5.45 in the morning, working on tasks in Ayu's house until late night, And among other things that i miss the most, i miss our morning run. I miss all of our morning gatherings. And, i coundn't even believe i said this, but i miss our afternoon gatherings too. Even if it's depressing in such times. And i miss BLDK. I learn how to be brave and have confidence in myself. To be positive. To think fast. To appriciate times. To know that eating ginger, despite the bad taste, feels good, especially when you're freezing.

then again, THANK YOU. i admit that i have questioned my decision. But then again, i feel so lucky to be part of this big family. *screaming the student councellor's jingle*