I miss the feeling of completion. Like when your brain said that it understands it all. Like all things that you've been studying hardly is enough. Like after you've absorbed everything, you are completed, and you're ready of whatever question you'll have to answer, since you got it all in your head. Then you understand how little your knowledge is, and you feel like you're starve to absorb more and more. I miss the feeling of sureness of my own capability, and never regret a second of time wasted of studying that hard without a single question that comes out from the material that I try to study the most, even if your eyes are black since you spent the whole night to study.
On top of it all, I miss facing a test this big with readiness, on this particular time.
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