Well, as a starter, this one is sure easy. My love life--as you can call it-- is simply nonexistent. As to discuss single life? I can't compare my life or my feelings--as somebody else's something because I've never gone out and dated anyone in my whole life.
A crush? I've never got a crush. Sure, I'd notice anybody who looked good and charming and so-on, but it never comes in a condition where my palms are cold and sweaty, or there was butterflies in my stomach, or my heart beats irregularly...I've never felt that.
Don't you want to find out how you would feel if you have somebody's heart under your sleeve? Honestly? Of course yes! I want the company, I want the trust, I want to have someone who would take me anywhere. I want someone who is always available for me. And I want the fuzzy feelings, I want the drama(not over dramatized like the Kardashians, though) I mean, I'm 18, for God's sake. I would be lying if I say otherwise. I've watched tons of romantic movies, even though I declared myself that I'm not into chicklits or a sappy romance, I can't ignore myself of being a girl. Every girl is a romantic at heart. I'm sure of that. No matter how badass she might be--it's always a dream of hers to be swept off her feet by her prince charming--doesn't matter how many times she'd deny it.
This might sound sad, but me and my friends actually made a group chat named--literally translated "We Want to Date" because it seems that everyone around us have significant other. And we got nobody. And we talked about ''Oh, my friend goes out with him and I want to be like that.." or "you know what? I want giant teddy bears. Like the one in the 'Valentine's Day'. Oh no. Not from you guys. Don't you get me those teddies! I want that from my boyfriend. Plus the cheesecake. And he better get me both the cheesecake, teddy and complete it with roses!" Me, being insensitive, just laugh, because we're that miserable. And it's kind of funny. We have a long way ahead of us, we are barely graduated from high school for God's sake, and we're thinking about this instead? Come on!
Am I living a miserable life? Nah, I still have my friends and family. If I wanted to go out or watch something on cinema or have a culinary adventure, I still got them. And, that's enough. I'm content with my life, in this exact time.
ps. I can't seem to forget a conversation with my friend(who was crying over her boyfriend) in my 11th grade
Me: "You know what, you can talk to me if you want, but I can't give you any advice-- You know how straight my love life is!!"
Her: "Don't worry. I'm fine. And about your love life, don't worry. I'm sure you'd meet that one person who would take you to curves, circles and dead ends"
Bye!
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